Six

Better a silly girl with a flower, than a silly boy with a horse and a stick...Jocelyn, A Knights Tale.

I am the silly girl with the flower but I'm missing my silly boy with a horse and a stick. I thought you might be him but I still don't know. We like the same things. We love the same things; but I made up my mind not to date. . Will you be the silly boy to break my promise not my heart? It would be a first, but will it be the last? 

Will you be different from the others? Can anyone be different? Most likely not. I didn't cast my lot in life yet, but I think some else must have. Someone else made me a silly girl with a flower and decide to give me no silly boy with a horse and a stick. Is that blessing or a curse? Do I not want a smart boy with a pen and a book? Why am I looking for my silly boy with a horse and stick. I know what I want but not what I am looking for. I want a boy without a mask. Without some other reason. I want someone who will just hold me; ignoring his horse and his stick, his book and his pen. Too hold me and my silly flower. To protect its delicate petals from anyone who intends to hurt it. That's what I want. 

but I am just a silly girl with a flower.