Thirteen

I'll never be like you.

I'll never do the things you have done to me.

I won't hurt people that way.

Your just a stupid boy.

That I am completely in love with,

And yet I have to wait another day.

I can smile when I am at your house;

Be happy and cheerful at the dinner table,

But really I am not okay

My life really sucks right now.

I am going completely crazy and no one knows .

The walls are all turning grey.

I'm ready for change that I control;

And I am inviting you along.

What do you say?